Thursday, January 25, 2007 ;
1/25/2007 08:12:00 amY
I CAN ALWAYS MAKE YOU SMILE ((:
finally 18. bought a bacadi as my very only present for myself. celebrated my birthday yesterday with mei ling, her bro and kiah how. haha how gave me a candle like it a lot and her bro gave me this tigger hand phone chain..lolz...so cute anyway that is my third lah. haha.
ate nasi lemak around jurong area and went to jp to shop around. ate a black sasame ice cream at scoops. it's a big one on a super small wafer cone.=)
her bro sent me home last night...don't mistaken it's quite late already. haha gonna work for the next 3nights at haggen das. come down and visit me people.haha...gonna work for the whole of 1week except for friday coz it's xiao mei's birthday.=)
Wednesday, January 24, 2007 ;
1/24/2007 05:52:00 amY
I CAN ALWAYS MAKE YOU SMILE ((:
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
today is my birthday but i'm not celebrating it with the person i miss and love most. he walked out of my life on my friend's birthday. he send me an sms to wish me happy birthday at 00 03h. you know how i feel??? it's hurts and it's painful. perharps i can tell everyone that i can let it go but i don't know just feel very tired and i really want a shoulder and someone to hug but it will never be him. beng wai say that it is a relieve that i'm not with him coz he say that we both are like old friends meeting each other.
i really want to know the real reason behind this break up good or bad i just feel that we should sit down face to face and talk it out instead of you saying it over the phone. if you don't do it soon i think by the time my results are out i won't be able to get time out for you anymore. I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU ALWAYS...
Saturday, January 20, 2007 ;
1/20/2007 11:40:00 amY
I CAN ALWAYS MAKE YOU SMILE ((:
blah blah whee~ 1week have past i kind of feel more and more relieve. went out with xiao mei yesterday and know about yi zhen and her ex business...call and chat with her a little and she say i sound very happy... really??maybe i've let go of it already ba. i really want to know why he say that. is it really because he want to study and his job?? found someone new or is it because of our education level?? i would rather he tell me the truth that will hurt me then that lame excuse that he need to study, his job and he want to be alone. if that is the case why did i heard that he cry till he have sore eyes?? really don't know what is he thinking and also i don't know if he will come back and find me anot. to me i really don't know if i want him to come and find me anot.
yesterday went online and saw eugene's message on friendster...was like flying over the moon man. he gave me his e-mail add to add him on msn... blah blah whee~ really flying on the moon man. haven't told me cousin about my break up with him. frankly speaking i do miss him and still worry about him. wonder how is he now??
Monday, January 15, 2007 ;
1/15/2007 08:11:00 pmY
I CAN ALWAYS MAKE YOU SMILE ((:
we break up again. this time round i didn't do anyhing or say anything and this is how he treat me. what can i say he walk out of my life when i need him the most. fine if that's the way you want to torture me and make me stronger i'll live live to the fullest even without you and i'll definely fine someone better then you who will support my hobby and what i like to do in fact do it with me...anyway feel that it is a relieve haha. got to go and bath and do my chem homework...bye...
expceted break up
Friday, January 05, 2007 ;
1/05/2007 07:52:00 pmY
I CAN ALWAYS MAKE YOU SMILE ((:
dar finally came back yesterday and i went to the airport to see him...he is much darker...yesh..finally he is darker and bryton say he have the same colour tone as me. haha. 2weeks not seeing him is hell and lot's of things happen esp the pay business. luck the cheque didn't rebounds if not really good game. if not i still can play game with them no matter what and they most likelly will get into some big problems. i listen to dar he say forget about it then ok lor but i'll wait and see if she get fired soon anot lah...did some good deed hehe. first time seat in a benz car...haha...i think dar don't know ba. but i seat in a benz lorry and bus before. haha...who don't?? shall go for dinner. nowadays very busy seldom have chance to come online and lesson is about to start next week in MI.
this song is for dar. Please go and learn how to play this song on the guitar and teach me...hehe...=)
secret in heart
