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Friday, November 28, 2003 ; 11/28/2003 06:24:00 pmY
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tml still have got training. then have to fall in by 0810h so early then i have got to wake up damn early no choice. who ask me to join np. then tml still need to see you-know-who anyway i'm still thinking that should i greet him when i see him as in a squad.

and sir faizal is not in town so it willbe even bored when training is without him. i think he is now in taiwan having mission or maybe shopping ba. anyway i wish he wil enjoy his time in taiwan.

argh headache ar sometimes don't want to see some people still need to see them why must this happen to everybody.

anyway christmas is coming then have to go and look for present for my auntie celebration to exchange present.





; 11/28/2003 02:25:00 pmY
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yesterday went back to school early in the morning to do some rod stuff then is like have to reach school by 0900h but then i reach school late then kasinah and siti reach school later then me then of coz before they come i give everybody a very bu shuang face coz you know lah the day before is class gathering then i never eat lunch and ate only a little bit of sting ray. and nothing more and i drunk a little bit of beer too*opps*. anyway if i don't have enough or at least 10 hours of sleep i will give people a very bu shuang face. so people never wake me up if i'm sleeping very soundly coz you will sure get scolded by me like crazy.





Thursday, November 27, 2003 ; 11/27/2003 08:02:00 pmY
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today also rot at home but better then yesterday coz today can go out. today last lesson at british council. then m-c come late but then who cares. i today reach there first then follow by sheng long. then he bring a cup of coffee up also then ask me if i wanna go down and buy some stuff so i say okay then the both of us went down together. then on the way down he ask me help him to buy coffee and i ask him to accompany me there and he say okay. so we go to the cafe together. then today watch moive in the class and do nothing much. so to conclusion about the lesson is we only watch moive.





; 11/27/2003 06:23:00 pmY
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; 11/27/2003 06:21:00 pmY
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Wednesday, November 26, 2003 ; 11/26/2003 12:10:00 pmY
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today have class gathering then meet shu hua, yi zhen and fong eng at mrt station at 1100h but then in the end hey say cancel so i go to 7-11 to see if they are there. anyway as i have excepted they will always be there.

then went back to mrt station to wait for the others to go to weng cheong(wc) house to wait for time to bbq. then spend most of the time at his place doing my cross stitch.

then later go down stairs and place then the secuity guard very idiotic lah keep on following us and ask us not do go around here and there then how he want us to play our game. and i hate the secuity guard there.

anyway wc house is a condo the name is good luck garden. then his house is three storey de *lol* damn big.

then we go bbq that time spend the whole day start the fire to cook the food in the end tian xiang start the fire for us but then this time round don't have wire guaze then no one wanna go and buy it coz have to walk a long way out of the condo to buy it then we call mrs cheong to buy it for us. and she say she will be over there within 1hour so we have no choice but to wait for her. then acturally she intend to make us bbq the food ready for her to eat but in the end she have to cook herself coz we are all so sort of stupid then no wire guaze so cannot cook.

then went she reach her children and her husband also have come then all of us very happy coz finally she have come for an event that is held by our class.

then mrs cheong's husband and her kids went for dinner then she have her dinner with us the she sit there talk and talk and talk. then i very poor thing lah the sort of the only girl now there bbqing for the people there. then later on mrs cheong husband and kids are back from their dinner the her husband help us to make bigger fire and bbq the chicken wings.

anyway we make a lot of noise and make till people staying there complain to the guards that they come and tell us and say if recieve 1 more complain then we have to stop everything. so everybody keep quiet and eat and play there. then we take a few photos also then eat and play swing and talk again then gohome by the time reach home is about 2300h++ already.





Monday, November 24, 2003 ; 11/24/2003 05:29:00 pmY
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today rotting at home wake up at about 1200h. then about 1400h++ go online the saw you-know-who then i think he saw me and he go offline. and his quit message is I HATE YOU. anyway i know he hate me but didn't know that it is that much and anyway i think i have forget about him already coz as people say if a women/men really love you they won't make you cry for them. so if he makes me cry for him so many time i think he is not shouldable for me and don't even care about it and he won't feel guilty for what he have say and done to me. and from today onwards i must do wel in my studies and earn money from getting good results to buy myself a guitar and go for the 3 year guitar course.





Friday, November 21, 2003 ; 11/21/2003 07:54:00 pmY
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[[ 22:34 ]]__icebeng__ i already gt a new gf, dun believe ask natz. And i won't consider u. Tat's why i gotta say
[[ 22:34 ]] -indices- ..........
[[ 22:34 ]] -indices- did i say anything
[[ 22:35 ]] -indices- and ask you anything
[[ 22:35 ]]__icebeng__ dis is all i haf to say
[[ 22:36 ]] -indices- anything as if i care
[[ 22:36 ]]__icebeng__ if u dun care dun let mi see animore of my name on the online diary
[[ 22:37 ]] -indices- __ ..........__
[[ 22:37 ]] -indices- Who tell you about my diary?
[[ 22:37 ]]__icebeng__ i dun nid pple to tell lor
[[ 22:38 ]]__icebeng__ i am always on the internet
[[ 22:38 ]] -indices- [I] don't caer ~~~
[[ 22:38 ]] -indices- *care
[[ 22:39 ]]__icebeng__ best if u dun care
[[ 22:40 ]] -indices- whatever
[[ 22:42 ]] -indices- erm...can we stil be friends
[[ 22:43 ]]__icebeng__ dun think i ever start wif u as friend b4 lor
[[ 22:43 ]] -indices- then ok
[[ 22:43 ]] -indices- treat as if you don't know me when you see me

and this is what happen last night. and i promise you that you will never see your name appear on or in my online diary. and that is what i can promise you anyway i will zhu fu you and the girl to be happy always.






; 11/21/2003 07:53:00 pmY
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today also rot at home but better then yesterday coz today can go out. today last lesson at british council. then m-c come late but then who cares. i today reach there first then follow by sheng long. then he bring a cup of coffee up also then ask me if i wanna go down and buy some stuff so i say okay then the both of us went down together. then on the way down he ask me help him to buy coffee and i ask him to accompany me there and he say okay. so we go to the cafe together. then today watch moive in the class and do nothing much. so to conclusion about the lesson is we only watch moive.





; 11/21/2003 02:58:00 pmY
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i really did it with out anybody help by exploring around and finally did it and get a nice layout and by so called fav midi as the music and is bing yu by andy lau. anyway i will only update this blog onces a week as i will be writing in my bloggy almost everyday.





Thursday, November 20, 2003 ; 11/20/2003 07:52:00 pmY
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today my arms are really aching and is very painful when i move about and around so today almost the whole day stay in the room to do cross stitch. i think you all will start thinking that i this kind of people will do such girlish stuff meh but the fact is that i really do.





Wednesday, November 19, 2003 ; 11/19/2003 07:52:00 pmY
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today morning wake up at 0859h overslept by about 1h+ coz intend to wake up at 0745h to pack my bag for today's np training and last math lesson so happy don't need to go back to school for math lesson le.

then today a lot of people never come for math lesson and np training. but then np training is expected that less then 10 people will go. and only 8 people turn up for my squad.

today np training finally can draw arms to do drills but then i very unlucky help people to take rifle then make till my whole hand is full of rust + oil and my hnd turn into brown colour.

today to arm drill to till hand pain. all because of beng lah he very what lor torture us by making us march with the rifle without doing HORMAT SENJATA then is like have to lift the rifle a little high away from the ground and march around then as marching the rifle is like slipping down again and again. and make till my hand very pain. acturally today's training spoil my beautiful look of my nails and went home to cut all. then my toe also very pain coz of the boots and my boots also have a lot of scratch very heart ache de leh all because of beng and yingqin. then yingqin sing our ong what beng hui here and beng hui there then end with i hate beng hui. but then obivously i never sing the last part lah i don't mind singing beng hui beng hui i love you but not beng hui beng hui i hate you.






; 11/19/2003 07:51:00 pmY
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People usually ask obvious situations and some equally stupid answers for
those:

1. At the movies: When you meet acquaintances/friends...
Stupid Question: Hey, what are you doing here?

Answer: Don't u know, I sell tickets in black over here.

2. In the bus: A heavy lady wearing pointed high-heeled shoes steps on
your
feet...
Stupid Question: Sorry, did that hurt?

Answer: No, not at all, I'm on local anesthesia. Why don't you try
again?

3. At a funeral: One of the teary eyed people ask...
Stupid Question: Why, why him, of all people.

Answer: Why? Would it rather have been you?

4. At a restaurant: When you ask the waiter
Stupid Question: Is the "Paneer Butter Masala" dish good?

Answer: No, it's terrible and made of adulterated cement. We
occasionally
also spit on it.

5. At a family get-together: When some distant aunt meets you after
years.
Stupid Question: Munna, Chickoo, you've become so big.

Answer: Well you haven't particularly shrunk yourself.

6. When a friend announces her wedding, and you ask...
Stupid Question: Is the guy you're marrying well?

Answer: No, he's a miserable wife beating, insensitive lout...it's
just
the money.

7. When you get woken up at midnight by a phone call...
Stupid Question: Sorry. Were you sleeping?

Answer: No. I was doing research on whether the Zulu tribes in Africa

marry or not. And you thought I was sleeping.... You dumb witted
moron.

8. When you see a friend/colleague with evidently shorter hair...
Stupid Question: Hey have you had a haircut?

Answer: No, its autumn and I'm shedding.

9. At the dentist when he's sticking pointed objects in your mouth...
Stupid Question: Tell me if it hurts?

Answer: No it won't. It will just bleed.

10. You are smoking a cigarette and a cute woman asks...
Stupid Question: Oh, so you smoke.

Answer: Gosh, it's a miracle ...it was a piece of chalk and now it's
in flames!







Tuesday, November 18, 2003 ; 11/18/2003 07:49:00 pmY
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today went to imm with my uncle and aunt to look for tv set coz the tv at home is like the tv tube is spoil then it is not worth to be repair said the repair man so they intend to buy 1 there.

then go imm saw the kym ng, linda ng, lin ming lun and adam. then the kym ng she quite preety but shorter then me *hehe*. anyway she is a ex-air hosteress and that is my dream job. but it will never come true de lah.

then go giant to buy sea food then my brother like cannot eat prawns lol so happy can eat his share next time.

then my uncle have decided to buy 1 new tv set later on then when he go and pay then i saw and listen 1 computer playing the bing yu by andy lau is like recently offten heard the song bing yu either on radio or outside.





Monday, November 17, 2003 ; 11/17/2003 07:48:00 pmY
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Sunday, November 16, 2003 ; 11/16/2003 07:47:00 pmY
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today morning i really sleep like a pig my dad call two times to wake me and my brother up and i'm not te 1 who answer the phone is quite surprising coz everytime i'm the 1 who answer the phone. then my brother wake me up and ask me go and wash up then i go lor and we were late that my dad is so fed up uponing waiting for me and my brother that he ask us to go to the market by bus and i think is my brother's fault coz he tell me the wrong time.

when we reach the market my aunties say that we come so late today coz is about 1100h when we reach there. than they ask me and my brother if we wanna go east coast park next week to CYCLE argh i don't know how to cycle lor then everytime go there cycle maybe i go there swim of maybe roller-blade.

went home at about 1400h. then go home my dad cook the campbell soup. then i ask him to cook the words 1 have abc de. lol i think i super lamer and sicko lor i eat also can play. before i eat i go and dig out wong beng hui... i think i crazy lor eat also wanna make his name *lol* who cares as long as i enjoy it can le.

after meal i watch tv for a while then about 1630h i go and sleep again i think i really is a pig lor. then i sleep till about 1830h then wake up to see if dinner ready anot. when i'm sleeping 1 of my cousin call my handphone to ask if me and my brother wanna go out shoping anot but then after she heard my voice then she say nevermind lah you go ahead and sleep.

finally 1900h then i watch legal entanglement must not miss 1 coz going to end le mah and everytime i saw the mark i will think of beng lor can't help lah coz they have the sort of same hairstyle.

then when i'm watching someone call and disturb me and almost get scolded by me and it is his sister. then i say lor i watching show leh you call at the wrong time le lah. then we talk and talk and talk then she ask me why i like him then what don't wish me to be her da sao(sister-in-law). then she tell me that he still hate/dislike me coz last night he know that i'm the caller then he don't wanna pick up the phone and in the end i waited so llong till his dad pick up the phone. anyway you think too much le lah mei ling i'm still so young and i don't intend to get married so soon so don't worry i don't think i'll be your da sao provided i found a guy who is better than him and if he still hate me till i'm 20 or maybe after he is married. so most properbaly me and him can't be together de.







; 11/16/2003 07:46:00 pmY
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to people having meal or eating chocolate don't read the ending of this entries before you finish what you are doing.

let me start from the morning. today morning about going 1100h shu hua call if and ask if i wanna go and meet them coz yesterday we have decided to meet and have lunch together. then she say meichan and magdeline is not here yet and ask me to get there asap. then i shy i'm not ready yet coz i haven't bath so i say i'll be there asap. then i went to bath and went out to meet them at kfc. anyway i think i have heartless friends.

then i reach there they all down they pi-ar homework seldom see them so hardworking *lol* then they all really very wu qing wu yi never chop place for me. they left two space for two person who won't be going and say no more space for me. what the hell then i go and look for chair and sit lor. after doing homework we eat lunch and walk back to school. reach school then go ava room for math lesson then mrs cheong say that today is her last lesson with us and miss moo will finish her teaching and we will have our holiday. then quite sad lor coz mrs cheong last lesson with us then no more joke can listen le.

after math lesson i go to british council lor some more must rush there coz i'm release from class at 1710h. then went i reach there have to go and pay school fee for next year. then after i pay i go and bomb the toilet.

on my way to british council i saw 1 guy in bus7 wear g-string. not i want to see de lor is that guy wear his pants damn low that when he sit down his g-string can be show ok. and i'm not going to take bus7 to british council or orahard anymore coz it take a lot of time. from clementi to british council by bus 7 takes 25 mins but 105 and 106 take only 20mins.

can't believe it man i bomb the toilet at british council then after bombing still left some stuff in the toilet bowl coz can't be flush down so can't help don't blame me for not flushing the toilet.









Saturday, November 15, 2003 ; 11/15/2003 07:47:00 pmY
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today have np training then do a lot on campcraft. and today campcraft have beng *lol*. he didn't run away when he see me but he also never talk to me really talk to me in private. then that crazy kiwi come for today's training then ask us to do footdrill like crazy lor and it's damn hot and my drills really rust le lor so it's like quite sucking lah. then go home wait till 1500h++ i sleep till 1840h++ then wake up to eat dinner and watch legal entanglement today 1 not bad coz mark finally win sammi heart and they are together and finally you qing ren ke yi chong chen juan shu. so happy for them.

then later watch the hong dou nu zhi lian also very nice lor especially the sweet dreams very hao ting then the song er very xing fu coz have 2 guy like her at the same time how i wish i'm her. but then it will never come true de lah.





Friday, November 14, 2003 ; 11/14/2003 07:46:00 pmY
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yesterday kind of happy lor. even though have to go back to schol for math lesson from 1430h to 1800h but then it's worth coz i saw beng mah. he taking squad then i not going for np training coz of math lesson. then i walk around the area they doing drills. when i saw louisa then i run to the gate and wait for her and go in to school with her walking past beng then i ask her to accompany me to sit at 1 side that can see him lor. till shu hua come then we go. then math lesson is reallly a torture. mrs cheong give a lot of work to do then delay till 1628h then let us go for break then the break only 15mins. then before she let us go she ask me why i want to go for break so urgenly issit want to see people and see who. of coz lah i want to go for break to see beng mah. then break that time ask yue xiu help me go 7-11 to buy oreo mini damn cheap $0.85 only should have ask her to buy two pack. then when i go for break i quite happy lor coz sit quite near to beng is just that val is sitting in between me and him. but then i don't mind lor coz if not because of val i think he will walk off. then go back and have lesson in IT lab5 and the air-con is spoil by someone and the room is damn hot. then later on going 1800h that time the school cleaner ask mrs cheong to go out coz the school gate going to close mah then she bagain with him then we have to go by 1758h. anyway i really enjoy yesterday coz i see him then he didn't like advoid me or see me and walk off.





Wednesday, November 12, 2003 ; 11/12/2003 07:45:00 pmY
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if i really can wish for 1 thing that i never get is just simply beng lor as everyone who is kind of close to me know that i like him like crazy and have sort of waited for him for 7months ever since he have a stead till now he break up with his stead not long ago. i don't dare to wish to be with him but at least be like in the past like every close friends and be can able to chat every night for at least half an hour lor just 30 mins every now and then when he see me online.





Tuesday, November 11, 2003 ; 11/11/2003 07:44:00 pmY
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11/10/2003

last day laso have to wake up early at 0545h but then i have to wake up at 0520h if i'm not wrong coz of the student leader. they have to wake up early then make everybody in the barang wake up by switching the lights then i wake up and call hoi yan to wake up. after wash up we go to the parade square and wait to do pt(morning excerise) wee qi take de. then even though it's very light but then do till body ache. as we are doing the pt the cater are cooking our berakfast. then is like very terrible coz you are so hungry then do exercise in front of the smell of your food and cannot eat. oh my good bear with it lor then after pt should be able to eat breakfast but then it's not ready for everyone so ended up doing wash up first. my group have to sweep the hall then in the end we sweep awhile only didn't sweep the whole hall lah then go out coz have bee in the hall so don't really have to sweep the whole hall. after cleaning up we go for breakfast. we ate nasi lambak for breakfast then i don't really like it lor coz early in the morning eat rice it's kind of sux but then no choice coz after breakfast we have to go for amazing race at labore(don't know how to spell) park down there play treasue hunt then run around like crazy. i thin the easier 1 is wei xiong 1 coz everytime have teambuliding game sure have his coz it the 1 that have a pail in the centre then have to move it the other side of the limited spaces. then my class is the second last to finish lor but then nevermind coz we try our best le. but then the first 3group the prize also nothing good lah first prize is rasins second is mentors third is nothing or maybe toilet paper i not sure. after treasure hunt we have to walk a long way back to the campsite and is damn tried when we reach campsite we still have to for a while then can eat coz it's outdoor cooking lor. my cooking still not that bad lor just that the noodle not really cook then i say can eat le then hoi yan say not cook i don't believe. then eat 1 mouth and throw all the noodle back in to the hotwater to cook again. then francis, enkai, kong wee and wei hao cook so long and have to rush to finish the food then they invent 1 new type of egg call curry egg coz people have cha ye dan then have curry dan and they cook the egg in the soup after they cook the noodle which have the curry powder for the noodle. then mr chai say the egg will only be half boiled coz the water never cover the whole egg. in the end they never eat the egg but throw it away coz have to wash up le. then i smuggle 4 eggs back home coz never cook. after meal i have to eat medicines is like very poor thing lor go camping still must eat medicines after meal. after meal we have our last debrife and can take our bags and go home le so happy finally can go home le. then we have to share the bus with the 3c2. tmd lor they all so the damn noisy here shout there shout some more in the bus shout here and there then my class scold them coz we bu shuang le and we want to sleep. reach home le i unpack my bag and go and bath then wait till 1630 go and sleep. i'm really a pig lor coz i sleep till 2100h then don't know how many people call me to wake up but i never hear. then afetr i wake up i go and eat my dinner then watch tv till 2300++ then fall asleep then sleep till morning 1100++.






Monday, November 10, 2003 ; 11/10/2003 07:44:00 pmY
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10/11/2003

this year sec2 camp is quite ok. we camp at the old pasir panjang secondary school old campus. at the first day but then have a lot of rope courses cannot do due to weather lah. then my class only do two rope courses which is the wooden plank and the 3 logs. then last is the zip-line i'm the last 1 playing zip due to lighting. then everybody is looking at me when i'm doing the jump off is quite pai sei lor coz everybody is looking mah. then we all play the don't know what super lame game which some of us are lame(no legs), blind, mute and no hands. then after that we go for dinner. then night walk is like kana sai coz acturally i can see what is happening even though i'm blindfolded then the guys very poor thing lor they have to crawl over the mud. then after night walk we have sing along then the ting yan he sing flying without wing then is very nice lor his voice oh my god really very nice like sexy voice*lol* guys with sexy voice is nice man then after sing along we go and bath. then i kind of bath very fast lor then the meichan is damn noisy shout here and there as if have people wanna see her bath like that coz they bath in the guys toilet which is at the second level that is belong to the girls. and have nothing to cover or block is just only the shower. after the bath is giving out of camp t-shirt and and supper. then i do patroling duty with kong wee then we talk a lot then i go and sleep after that. anyway the bed sux lor the matterus is very thin then once you lie on it you can feel the metal which support the bed then when you sleep on the upper deck it's like very insecure the whole bed stand can move then climb up the bed also then whole thing is shaking here and there.





Sunday, November 09, 2003 ; 11/09/2003 07:42:00 pmY
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didn't do anything much today just sleep for the whole day to wait for time to pass. sometime time pass really slow coz of loneliness and sometimes bordom. anyway wait for the night to come so can watch legal entaglement for 2-hours. then tonight's show is really nice coz mark really breakup with tracy le(yippy yippy hu-ray). i know i very bead but i prefer mark and sammi to be together coz they are more couple like. then after the show went back to my aunt's house to pack my bag for sec2 camp then go and sleep.





Friday, November 07, 2003 ; 11/07/2003 07:42:00 pmY
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seeing him is fate of just coincidence. whenever i see him both of us act as if we don't know each other. then sat i come late for training saw you outside of schol waiting for ying qin and hong min. then you bend your head down upon seeing me what is this saw me taking some medicenes on my hand then never even ask if i'm sick anot. i know maybe recently you maybe sad or maybe happy coz just break up with her who stead with you for about 7months that make me wait so long for you to be single again. sometimes really wanna give up on waiting for you but then when i think over it's not worth coz i wait for 7 months le then give up. then some other people wait for the person they love longer then me also never give up so why must i give up so soon. everytime wanna know things that is happening around you must go and spy on your sis to know what is happening. everytime think of you ma make me very sad coz you don't talk to me then just ignore me. then heard from your sis that you sort of hate me of dislike me lor if it is true why don't you tell me the reason behind it so i can try to forget about you and never think of you and go for a person of my own happiness.






Thursday, November 06, 2003 ; 11/06/2003 07:41:00 pmY
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today after math lesson went to jurong point with shu hua, yizhen, kasinah and fong eng. then walk for agout 1hour plus going 2 lor then all like going to drop dead especially yi zhen and fong eng the chopstick sister *lol*. then go library to do homework coz no where to walk le. then in the end me and shuhua never really do all the homework there coz she cannot do homework outside de then me is no mood to do so go and look for books to borrow then i borrow 1 book form the library and i don't think i will read it *lol* then borrow for what maybe just to borrow nice.

then go turtion very early coz yi zhen sister call fong eng's handphone and ask yi zhen to go home. then all of us no choice but to go in sperate ways shu hua, fong eng and kasinah go home then i go turtion. reach turtion center quite early then i go to the ice skating place(fuji palace) then saw wendi(wendy)*lol* pearl and val call de. then he very dao lor never say hi. then i go turtion down there do math homework coz last lesson le mah then the teacher scare of us say cannot let us relax so early if not she will have a hard time to survive. then she her 5mins break there 5mins break then in the end finish all math homework during all the break. then at home have got nothing to do and i watch tv till very suang lor.





Wednesday, November 05, 2003 ; 11/05/2003 07:40:00 pmY
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today math lesson is in the noon then miss moo start first her lesson is really sux lor have nothing to say about her lesson and the way she teach. coz it really suxs till i have got nothing to say. then she scold us say we noisy coz she don't know how to control mah *lol* who cares and i really don't like her lor. during her leson vincent sit in between me and louisa then three of us talk during lesson and when we are doing the work. then she ask us to remember the atmoshere when it is very quiet.

during mrs cheong lesson the whole class so happy coz her lesson very interesting mah and the way she teach *lol* very funny and can understand what she talking about. then whole class got torture by her and have a lot of homework today. then she ask me to wash so many transparentce for her. kana sai coz she say i don't understand the thing so she explain le must help het to do work then i have got no choice but to bring it home to wasj it for her.

then went home saw beng online and when he saw me online he go offline. but then ithe quit message i see le very happy which is 14[15[0 17:24 15]14]12 11Q0ui11T 14_15_ 0icebeng14|15| 0icebeng@bb-203-125-109-197.singnet.com.sg15_14_12 Quit () then no more i love natz in his quit message le *lol* so happy. but i'm worry that they will patch up again. maybe tonight cannot sleep.






; 11/05/2003 07:39:00 pmY
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1. We're not as perverted as you think we all are.

2. No matter what YOU say, your ex-boyfriend IS a LOSER.

3. We like you to give us hugs and kisses sometimes too.

4. Don't argue with us when we call you beautiful.

5. Don't treat us like crap, what goes around comes around.

6. We know you're pretty, that's one of the reason's we're going out with you.

7. Don't go into detail about your period. It scares us.

8. If you have cramps and we ask you what's wrong, just tell us it's that time of the month and nothing more.

9. If you really liked us for us, you would let us think that our mustache, beard, or sideburns looked cool.

10. We never shave our legs. So get over it.

11. NEVER ask us if you can put makeup on us. It's just wrong............

12. Don't make bets about us, because one of your friends will tell us, if you don't.

13. When we tell you that you're not fat, believe us.

14. We absolutely do not care about the Backstreet Boys, *NSYNC, 98 Degrees, or what any other guy looks like for that matter.

15. We may not be able to pee accurately all of the time, but at least we can stand up and go pee.

16. Just cause you think you're always right, doesn't mean that you don't have to apologize when you do something "wrong."

17. You expect us to say and do sweet things for you, but it would be nice if you did the same every once in a while. We like to know that you love us.

18. We can't always be spontaneous, so try to help us make the plans sometimes.

19. Don't ask us to beat up another guy for you, cause you might get what you wish for.

20. Never kick us in the nuts "just to see what we would say". That's just mean.

21. Never pretend like you are going to break up with us and laugh when we believe you.

22. Pamela Anderson's boobs aren't fake anymore, but we like yours better anyway.

23. Size doesn't matter, except to idiots who don't want a relationship.

24. PMS is not an excuse.

25. If you want us to put the seat down when we're done, you should put it up when you're done.

26............ Don't tell us how cute your ex-boyfriend was. That doesn't turn us on.

27. And always remember: The way to a guys heart is through his stomach..... and maybe....oh nevermind.

28. NEVER ask us to kiss other guys. You might be that comfy with your friends, but to us it's just wrong.

29. We always notice how funny it is after your rip out our heart, stick it down our throat and still want to be friends.

30. And last but not least: We know you're not always right, but we'll pretend like you are anyway.






Tuesday, November 04, 2003 ; 11/04/2003 07:39:00 pmY
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today's lesson first sessionis quite ok is just that the second 1 that is conducted by miss moooo....(the cow)*lol* very bad of me right who cares say all of us must change place for tml lesson coz the class is too noisy. and everybody must sit in 1 boy 1 girl and is like kana sai. during mrs cheong lesson all of us is very quiet but then her lesson evreybody care less lewho cares about her i don't like her way of teaching. then mrs cheong also know le then she ok then my lesson you all also sit as the same for miss moo lesson.

then last night heard 1 news from yee wen and it is a good news for me lor. coz the news is that beng and nat break up but i not sure if it true anot and don't know if they will patch up again anot. then after math lesson i went out with kaisi, louisa, fong eng and yizhen. then i share the cai tou gao with kaisi even though i have sore throat. then went home and sleep again. and i sleep from 1200h++- 1500h++ then didn't really eat my lunch. when dinner time is really nice. tonight's dinner is claypot rice. i ate 2 plate of rice coz my aunt cook claypot mah my fav.

then chat with kasina on the phone then don't know why chat till the legal entanglement then waiting for mark and tracy to break up the what mark=beng.....stuff like that then tlk lot of personal stuff.





Monday, November 03, 2003 ; 11/03/2003 07:38:00 pmY
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it's been really long till now. ever sinces 22 feb pui yoke tell me early in the morning that he and her is together and they stead. then she ask me not to cry and break the news to me. in fact i really gonna cry out is just that i have gotta hold my tears back so as not to let people know that acturally i really like/love him. but then even if i never cry out they all already know that i like him is just that i never admit it. you alll should know hat i very si yao mian zi(die die also want face) lah same as him *haha*. maybe i really like him very much that i can't forget him so easily and it has been 7 months already. and he have been treating me very cold ever sinces he stead with her. but if time can be bring back i will admit to him and many other people that i like/love him. anyway maybe it's time for me to go and look for a guy who is kind of big size with small legs *haha* a bit like him ha, have childish thinking like dao ming si then also very si yao mian zi *haha* like me very si yao mian zi but then is like more of same as beng lor. i also know that his gf call me or val idiot lor but then it's more of calling me coz she say tt thick skinned immature eLephant if my predition is right she is saying me lor as if i like her like that kana sai. who cares anyway many people also don't like her and i'm not as unpopular as her among classmates at least i'm still popular among my classmates and some of the IT teachers(female 1).

recently seldom see him online then call his sister then spy lor then she say he having exam. also ask if i want to buy some chinken essences for him anot lor. coz everytime after exam he will like going to have fever then get sick coz sleep late for a few days mah sure to be sick so must take care of yourself. then i must wish him good luck and get flying colours for his result.






; 11/03/2003 07:37:00 pmY
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today have extra math lesson coz next year taking the 'o' level math(as in studying express math) so must study what the express classes learn this year if not next year the math sure to fail. then mrs cheong teach the first session very interesting lor coz she very talk cok. then she teach indices quite easy lah for the first ad secong law. then talk during her lesson then now i know why hoi yan mei say she is part of hong kong people then she say she is a hongki. and that reminds me a song which goes like that hongki hongki zai na li wo zhi xiang yao zhao dao ni ..... then she kinda laugh then later me and shu hua sing then we sing many many times then she is like going to scold people le. then the both of us stop singing lor if not i next year will be torture by her coz i call her hongki. but then i say if she is missing then i can't find her i will sing this song to look for her.

after mrs cheong lesson is miss moo thrn she sux lor don't like her teaching make so much error. also don't know she know how to teach anot unlike mrs cheong will talk cok then make the lesson interesting. then i keep on complaining that i want mrs cheong to teach.

went home after math lesson. then watch at the dolphin bay. finally finish watching the 8 disc. then went sleeping till 1700h++ then go adn bath.

then don't think i wanna bring sleeping bag to camp next week coz sleeping in a brang(don't know how to spell) then hoi yan and shu hua not bringing sleeping bag so don't think i going to bring le.






Sunday, November 02, 2003 ; 11/02/2003 07:37:00 pmY
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. Know how to make you smile when you are down.

2. Try to secretly smell your hair BUT you always notice.

3. Stick up for you but still be respectful of your independence.

4. Give you the remote control during the game.

5. Come up behind you, put his arms around you, squeeze you tightly against his chest, and whisper softly into your ear

6. Play with your hair.

7. His hands will always find yours.

8. Be cute when he really wants something.

9. Offer you plenty of massages.

10. Dance with you even if he feels like a dork.

11. Never run out of love.

12. Be funny, but knows when to be serious.

13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.

14......... Be patient when you take forever to get ready.

15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.

16. Smile alot.

17. Plan a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally do just b/c he knows it means alot to you.

18. Appreciate you.

19. Help others out.

20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1.

21......... Always give you a peck on the cheek when you depart from each other's company- even when friends are watching.

22. Sing even if he can't

23. Have a creative sense of humor.

24. Stare at you.

25. Call for no reason

26. Quit smoking, chewing, drinking, or drugs just b/c he loves you enough to quit!!






; 11/02/2003 07:35:00 pmY
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today wake up very early coz my dad call me at 7++going 8 to wake me up so that i can go turtion on time and not late for class again. coz everytime i go sunday turtion class sure to be late.

then during lesson sheng long call me. then i ask to call me after my turtion but then he never call so i call him lor then i ask why he call me and he say call to ask for ringtone. i think he really a lamer lor. then next friday won't be seeing jeff anymore coz jeff when back to taiwan on sat morning 0500h *sob* no one will accompany me home anymore.

then went back home to watch at the dolphin bay. the show is quite nice then the first disc very sad lor coz the little girl the mum get knock down by a car then the little boy and girl get spearated so sad.

then watch till about 1800h++ going to 1900h then i stop so that i can watch legal entanglement then tonight 1 is kinda bored coz i know what is the show about le mah just waiting for mark and tracy to break up only (very bad of me right) but then i him to be with sammi coz they have more couple like *hehe*. and the mark is like don't care about how tracy feel and help sammi look for her son QQ. then he also went to shenzhen to look for her so romantic *hehe* wonder will the person i like for so long be like mark anot so caring but then i don't think he will do this lor.

then saturday night i call meiling but then beng never pick up lor coz he not at home. then i ask her if he is having exams then she say yes and that is why he is not at home. anyway i miss his voice coz long time never call to his house and he pick up my phone call le. then me and meiling talk a lot on the phone. then we suddenly talk about him then i say i saw his p6 photo before and i say if i go your house i wanna look for a book the past year book of my school coz can see beng photo inside mah then she say he ar. he have been growing fatter and fatter ever since p6 coz the photo is like his face become bigger and bigger. anyway who cares is just that he look kind of cuter *haha* i think i going crazy le.











The Girl

Name:Yeo Xue Ling Jolene
Birthday:24 JAN 89





Cravings

TMINI STEEL KALEIDOSCOPE
- O.D.M/G-SHOCK WATCH
- SCUBA DIVING COURSE
- MORE $$$$
- OUTWARD BOUND TRIP
- CELLO COURSE AT SUZUKI MUSIC SCHOOL
- SOMEONE TO TAKE CARE OF ME
- ALL BLACKS POLO TEE
- SPEND MORE TIME WITH MY FRIENDS

Scream;Talk


Music


The Wind Blows - The All-American Rejects


Exits

-Memories that will never be forgotten...
*CHERYL
*CHRIS
*JAC
*KAI YI
*ROY

-Most important parts of my life...
*KASINAH
*QI MEI

-PTPS...
*BAO LING
*CHEE MENG
*FONG ENG
*PEI JUN
*PEI YI
*ZHIYUAN

-CTSS...
*BIANCA
*FRANCIS
*HOIYAN
*JIN ER
*JING ZHE
*KAISI
*LOUISA
*LOUISA'S TAG
*SALLY
*YI ZHEN
*YUE XIU

-NPCC...
*CHEK WYE
*FRANK
*HAO TING
*NATALIE
*PEARLYN
*PUI YOKE
*ROSLINA

-BRITISH COUNCIL...
*JAS
*NILAH
*PAM

-MI...
*ALBERT

-FOC 07/08...
*DAGONET
*JAZREEL
*JERMERY
*JOCELYN
*KAI
*MATHIAUS
*YANI

-G1 & G2...
*KHAIRUL
*KIT YEE
*PUI SAN
*SITI
*SUMAIYA
*TOW KOON
*WINSON

-NACC...
*CHIN CHONG
*JOEY

-PRIMERS...
*RUI FANG
*WEI JIE
*WENYA

-FOC 08/09...
*CHERYL
*DAPHNE
*JOHN
*MAY
*RONNIE
*XUE ZHI

-RANDOM...
*BJORN
*CHERIE
*SECRET IN MY HEART

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